I like to keep you guys on your toes.
So now that this trip is right here and I'm needing to actually pack and get ready...I'm REALLY nervous!!
I'm nervous for a couple of reasons:
First up, I'm nervous that my other three children will die before I get home. Not that I don't trust my husband, I just don't trust my husband. My two year old son is NAUGHTY and I'm seriously afraid that if my husband isn't constantly vigilant the kid is going to be halfway down the street before my husband knows it and been hit by a car. Or he's going to break his arm or something. I don't know, I'm just worried.
Second up, I'm nervous that no one in Utah will want to see me. Like I'm going to show up at my old Ward and be like "HELLO!!!" and everyone's going to be all "what are you doing here?" I really am scared about it, especially because I've had a couple people when I told them I was going to Utah say "Oh, whatcha going for?" and I'm like "uhhh, to visit." It seems dumb now.
Third up, what if the world ends while I'm gone? Hey, it could happen.
I also feel stupid calling people and asking them if they want to spend time with me. It feels so self-centered, or conceited or something. "Hey friend, I'm going to be in town next week, what days work for you to hang out with ME ME MEEEE!!!"
You don't have to tell me I'm crazy, I already know it.